i love you, so much! xoxo

JAPAN HOUR.1-2pm. Channel News Asia. Fav. (2001-2004)

I assumed that no one would read those recent sad post, but if you are reading this post, and those few below, continue reading if you may, and for what i feel, know if you want. i don't mind anything and you shouldn't too. just some random rants. haha

I've been actually, truly falling in love, twice now with two woman that i like. but both are total failure. i've considered myself ditched even before having a relationship. such a shame. go cry. go.. but what is it with getting in love with the person who doesn't even like you At All. let a lone like you. they doesn't even know you well and you don't know them too. but love is not all. have a life. go through everything. and you will be with someone, InsyaAllah. and when God said that girl is for you, she will be with you.

YOU Don't Affect Me. but I know its just a word from ones who are not strong enough accept the fact that he have low self respect and obey all orders by those who only know how to point out their fingers. and i know one of the ones is me. but what i know is that i'll try my bestest to prove that That word is what I'll have and be.

I once knew my life. how to rev up, get jolly, get crazy, entertain, being cheerful, being creative, being smart, getting what I want, what I like, being myself. all by myself. my family and few friends. but not now. but, why not now? why not now get it back all over?

it's all my fault that I alone suffer.

the fact that you are actually slowly but gently ripping me apart both from me and my soul and my world, the smog of doubt and the path of truth seemed to cleared just ahead infront of me. its my choice now to stay or walk right away

blah la hayley. bitch

my personal favourite tumblr is pushthemovement. Swag

and youre in the woods,  with your friends walking to a place that you always like to go, or need to just to stay alive. it became a road that connect but its long winding thorny and thick with bushes and spikes. well, you can make at first you can cut down the bushes that are homes to venomous and dangerous animals, then its a bit clear but you want to make it a smooth journey and start carrying around goods on your way to the place, you place gravels all over. and when it starts to get busier and heavier load are carried along u need actual pavement, there u have it a long straight smooth road that were once a thick bush. you cannot do it, except with the help of your friends, teamwork manpower and the same need drive you to make a road not only later useful for yourself and your bandmates, but to all of your sons and other people. there, you don't live alone, you cant work things off alone, theres people, communicate, seek help have relations to them and socialize, this is the world. You Will Never Walk Alone

hye, and good afternoon. i am on my way to the mosque for the Friday prayer, and to the examination hall for one last paper of the final exam later on. wish and pray for me that i and my friend would do well for it and get satisfying overall results insyaAllah.

Al Fatihah

so, as you can see, there's less words and more pictures. it's not Tumblr and i am not trying to copy its concept of reblogging pictures, this blog now is just random wallpapers, pictures, and some with quotes. some with links and some are the ones that i saved. and whatever..